I want to look sexy (:

met up with shi fu for chat today at bishan,

yeah things will be fine, now that i realized wad i had gone though,

whenever i see shi fu smiles at me i know he will be expecting something bad from me,

ya today he ask me an one millon dollar qns that i had only found the ans after an hour,

is a simple qns but the meaning of it are hard to find out , only me myself can open it,

from today onwards i m gonna live my life the way i am,

i am who i am, i have my own self, my thinking , my way of life.

im gonna walk out of it and be my ownself because im JUNJIE ,

''SHI FU thanks for being there for me and always teaching me the way of life.beforethat i m always the weakest in the team but u never give up hope on me and continue to train me to be the strongest and look up on me,so i cant let u down, i will be strong and grow strong.an ironman will never turn into a beancurd,shi fu martial art is my life i will not leave it and waste all ur hardwork on me.the amount of tears,pain ,sweat,blood from training had taught me to be strong and nothing will pull me down no matter wad"

jus like in real life,shi fu always pick me up when im down..

feeling afresh now after being drunk last night,
i also dunno why did i drank so much,
peherps the feeling of drunk will makes me giddy and stop thinking so much,
sometimes when you know too much,it will only cause urself hurts,
so i will rather pretend to not know or dun ask so much although i really yearn for the truth,
im feeling lost right now,nobody can understand why and how im feeling now,
i know only me myself can make myself walk out of this tiring 'illusion',
hiaz..is merry x mas it should be a happy day for everyone,
but i guess that happy days are always limited to me,
sadness and pain is always the pricetag of being really happy for me,

''my thoughts''
wad is love?
'' is a Simple word with a great meaning that take time to realise,
love to me is really a very strong word,
to either heal or hurt ,
to hav the best out of it handle it well and take time''

later evening today there is potluck celebration at my dojang,
and after that joanne and lee zhen asked me out.. ,
still thinking if to go not,
or maybe staying at home will be better..
ANYWAY MERRY X MAS EVERYBODY,HAVE A GOOD YEAR AHEAD!!!

(i really wanted you so much)
(Is good to wonder. just don't forget the way HOME and the purpose for coming out).

cant fall asleep...haha didnt sleep again from last night till now..
friday night went hilltop drink to celebrate junlong's birthday
oh and i was drank,like for the first time in my life?
haha they say i said alot of things and was crying but i really dont rem much..
my friend betray me, ppl around me lie to me,im unless?
maybe in my subconscious mind thats wad im really feeling..hmm i dunno..
haiz i missed 2 training already feel so bad dunno my shi jie will give me black face or scold me.
later there is training but i guess training today will be tired...'sunday training is never easy '
friend comes and goes ,is hard to find one that will really understand each other and share the same dream.
hmm i think is about time for me to have a nice chat wif shi fu again.my emotional are unstable
heal my wound.......
Life is a movie .... make it a happy one .
.....

ya trainning later!!!

(be ture)
(unstable)

okay didnt sleep agian last night haha,

only like sleep for awhile 7plus to 11 plus i think ,at 'somewhere'

didnt went to ock birthday to drink ,i tell wei liang that i will go but i (bomb),

tonight no matter wad im gonna have a good night sleep,tmr i have training i need energy,

talking bout training hmm i suddendly remind of being wrote a 1000 lines of this

(i learn martial art is to help the weak ,not to fight) punishment?

Train to fight !!! Fight to win yourself and your EGO(pride) !!!! train hard fight easy.

my MOTTO (I LOVE PAIN) haha

i p man the movie is out ,i cant wait to watch seriously,
i wanna watch wit you!!!

haha wanna have a afternoon nap now

an old school gangster's place to dine in...

a trend to take pic of leg?

pic taken during demo at ??primary school

(i will understand you more yeah)
(never regret)

Oh, two days never sleep le . Very tired . =( Wanna sleep .
ZzZZzZ , im sexy fighter, i need meat to replenish my strength .
eat meat and my body will get fitter . Like the popeye eat
spinach to gain muscles . (: Well Well, im going to my dreamland le.
Nights people .

{Grind leg, wash car with window spoilt ' water all splash in while ^^^^ was reading lyrics, Co-incidence}

Labels: - Spinach and meat make great food .

okay woke up super late today at 6 plus in the evening,
overslept training today
stayed home today watch tv ,dl songs ,update i pod .
i wan to change new phone ,sian lo now my phone everytime will 'yang' wan
i feel like going to suntan so long never le haha i wanna look darker
haha still feel sleepy now ,tonight im gonna stay home not going out in the night haha

(b--y meat) lol!

Im so tired nowsaday keep morning then go home .
Going to catch sleep as later i will be going to training .
If not later got no strength for training. BYE BYE -
'' Now that You and I are Together .can i call you ...... ''
This sentence is from Thor WENRONG !!! . hahas .
What a joke . off to sleep .

'' Guess which pairs of leg is mine ??? (:

{ Training gets me tougher, I Love Pain}

`` Mind your Language !
`` Mind your Words !
`` Speak Mandarin !
`` Orh kkk!
`` Stupiatttt !
`` Gemoh !
`` Yang liao !
`` Wet liao !
`` Shiny leg !
`` 980 last stop !
`` Darlene !

{ this is my choice ; live with no regret . }

2 nights didnt sleep at home already.jus reach home not long ago and now going out for training and i m super late already...we went so many place in the middle of the night and went airport lol so fun..gtg for the time being.yes training makes me stronger haha

ELEVEN ELEVEN ELEVEN ELEVEN!!!!UR DAY MY DAY AND TODAY

stand chart was super tiring!!

My jaw is in pain now due to the fight wit sd during training today..hmm maybe the more pain my body is having now will make me feel better.but is okay pain is my friend it wont hurt me.

i wont live wit regret as i had made the choice in the first place.