feeling afresh now after being drunk last night,
i also dunno why did i drank so much,
peherps the feeling of drunk will makes me giddy and stop thinking so much,
sometimes when you know too much,it will only cause urself hurts,
so i will rather pretend to not know or dun ask so much although i really yearn for the truth,
im feeling lost right now,nobody can understand why and how im feeling now,
i know only me myself can make myself walk out of this tiring 'illusion',
hiaz..is merry x mas it should be a happy day for everyone,
but i guess that happy days are always limited to me,
sadness and pain is always the pricetag of being really happy for me,
''my thoughts''
wad is love?
'' is a Simple word with a great meaning that take time to realise,
love to me is really a very strong word,
to either heal or hurt ,
to hav the best out of it handle it well and take time''
later evening today there is potluck celebration at my dojang,
and after that joanne and lee zhen asked me out.. ,
still thinking if to go not,
or maybe staying at home will be better..
ANYWAY MERRY X MAS EVERYBODY,HAVE A GOOD YEAR AHEAD!!!
(i really wanted you so much)
(Is good to wonder. just don't forget the way HOME and the purpose for coming out).