yo hi all is been quite awhile since i last blog, had been rather busy recently not been staying at home quite often too. i got alot of feeling to write out but dont know where should i start it. there are so many things i wanted to let out but i cant find anyone to do so, it so hard to keep everything inside me, the fire is within me, i m starting to cannot control myself my tolerance level is not the past me anymore i get angry easier now...i think i should really have a good chat wit myself and do some reflection.. i m sick and tired of ppl lying ,being used and betraying me jus fuck off my sight!!thinking of it really makes me boil!! is okay wad goes around comes around one day u will get how i felt now.. i should not let this kind of childish act affect myself, yeah last week ji hwee book out and we went santosa tgt for the first time ,lol very funny wit his stupid joke and action , although we all are very tired but he still managed to keep us from sleeping wit his crazy action haha..

yaya and i m into tanning haha been tanning for the past few day, i wanna go back fabulous tan to so i can look darker faster haha,

this coming sat valatine's day will be another year that i gonna spend wit myself again,i had never tried spending it wit my someone special before.. jus by seeing couples, i felt lonely..hiaz how i wish someone will appear into my life and be that special one for me... I WANNA BUY a soft toy for myself this sat since i had nobody to give to...sad sad sad ....

the army boy!!

i look darker now haha


caught the comamdo(beast) sleeping

(thinking of china trip whereby we dont even have veg to eat!)